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HIII!

2010-05-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

i think im gonna reopen my blog :D
so yay! haha.

this time, its gonna be how's life when its being a bitch, and how things get fucked up every time i meet my friends :D

awesome-ness ttm.

iknow i know haha

Before its too late

2010-03-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

before my blog dies.
i think i better post some shit first :D

well,
holidays have been fun.
except for the fact that there's no work for me to do.
and i kinda sleep at 4 every night,
wake up in the afternoon,
and apparently waste my whole life away with blackshot til dawn.
haha.

and thats the cycle i guess.

have been hanging out with the warriors for quite awhile these few days.
like discussing on how can we get our sunway lagoon trip done.
250 each for accomodation and bus.
and the rest we gotta come up with ourselves how much we're gonna use for our exspenses.

another thing is that we;ve been gambling much too haha.
texas and mahjong.
won 10 each on 2 days :>
lucky charm much?

and yesterday was one of the craziest days i've ever encountered.
one more of such an activity would find me lying flat pronto.

me shun and weize headed to green to play blackshot.
sadly, seetoh couldnt make it.
we kinda played from 9 til 11 pm.
and was kinda bored and didnt want to head home.
so weizi asked if we wanted to ton over at seet's.

the thing is, all of us could make it.
but shun had work the next day at 1.
so he still went on with the plan.

ANOTHER f up thing was.
seet forgot his internet password -.-

it took 4 guys, 1 hour to search on the internet with 2 laptops on how to configure his linksys router so that we all could use his internet.

finally i found a link that taught us to restart/reset the entire router, and use it as a unsecured network.
we were desperate and went on with the idea.
finally , things worked out just fine :>

so it was around 1 when we started to play.
we played til around 5, and everyone had droopy eyes.
well, i knew i had it.

so shun wanted to sleep cause he had to work like in 6 hours time.
while me weize and seetoh played Wii sports HAHA.
kinda cool,
the games like golf bowling baseball and tennis.
i pawned them in baseball.
and almost did in tennis too.
the rest, history.

headed back to blackshot again for another hour.
this time.
me and weize cannot tank anymore
and decided to head home.
shun stayed and said he would leave for work from seet's house.

homed. and slept at 10,
all the way til 5 :>
so naice!
haha.

went down to get dinner for me and sis.
watched tarzan 0_0
cause no other show was showing which to me, was nice.
blackshot awhile.
and realised one thing.

i cannot perform as well as i was when im playing with the 3 of them.
seems like motivation and communication is quite a key to blackshot haha.

alright, shall stop here. kinda thirsty lol.
til then . :D

IN MA HEADD!

2010-02-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

Everybodys looking for love. Oh. Oh.
Aint that the reason youre at this club. Oh. Oh.
You aint gonna find a dance with him. No. Oh.
Got a better solution for you girl. Oh. Oh.

Just stay with me now. Say the word and well go.
Ill be your teacher. Ill show you the ropes.
Youll see a side of love you've never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming no.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.
In my head. Yeah. In my head. Oh yeah.

Some dudes know all the right things to say.
When it comes down to it, its just a game.
Instead of talking let me demonstrate. Yeah.
Get down to business lets skip foreplay.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and well go.
Ill be your teacher. Ill show you the ropes.
You'll see a side of love you've never known.
Jason Derulo In My Head lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/jason-derulo-in-my-head-lyrics.html
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming no.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.
In my head.

Break it down. Ay-oh. Come on. Ay-oh. Ay-oh.
You singing to me baby in my head right now. Ay-oh. Ay-oh. Come on.
Shell be screaming out when it all goes down.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and well go. We can go.
Ill be your teacher. Ill show you the ropes.
Youll see a side of love youve never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming no.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming more.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.
In my head.

2010-02-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

Why do i even still care about her?
she already has a boyfriend now.
and i know she's well taken care of.
but there's still this feeling.

this feeling that i still know i love her.
the feeling that i want her to be with me.
But i cannot do that.
Its like she's drifted apart from me already.

Went to visit my great grandma at the memorial chapel.
i truly miss her alot.
the way she took care of me.
the way she doted me.
no one could ever replace that kinda mutual love me and my great grandma had.
i just wished i could see her face once more.
and tell her that everything's gonna be ok.

Greatgrandma passed 2 days after my birthday.
and it happened when i was primary 6.
although its sad to let go.
but i know God has a greater plan for her :)

LOVEYOU AHZHOR!

the memorial also had lots of young kids whom didnt managed to see the world to its fullest.
especially this one little baby boy.
he was only a few months old.
it was kinda sad at first.
then i looked down at the others, i saw this baby too, whom had the same name and similar chinese name
i realised.
these young infants were brothers.

it kinda disturbed me at first,
my heart sank just looking at those 2 adorable kids.
who never had a chance to play with one another, or talk about life with one another.
its truly saddening.

haix.
when will it be my turn?

Itchy~

2010-02-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

thought you would always be mine ..
:>

F1 FERRARI RACING!

2010-02-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

The heat was on.
3 round circuit.
Where?
E3 level 5
HAHA!

Racers :
Starting line-up
Santosh Sreekumar - BMW
Murali Thanam - RBR
Nigell Neo - Ferrari Racing
Jovi Lau - Mercedes Benz Racing
Vincent Toh - N.A.
Eugene Ho - N.A.

And the race was on.
Santosh was having a very good lead.
Murali passed him on the first turn!
Nigell is close behind.
There was some disruption between Toh and Ho's car.
Their out of the race within seconds!!

Murali is in the lead now.
Nigell goes in hard on Sreekumar.
His car just slides pass the corner.
Losing grip, Jovi Lau took this opportunity to get 3rd place.

Nigell goes in another hard one on Lau.
He's car crashes!
there is no stopping the Ferrari racer now!
His chasing close on Murali.
Sreekumar takes a near left turn,
their into their last lap.

Sreekumar somehow burst one of his tires, and there goes his race.
Leaving it to Nigell and Murali.
Both are worned out after that epic first turn.
Nigell goes on full speed !
But murali caught his act.
And Nigell slips past the last corner and crashes!

RBR WINS THE FINAL LAP!!
Nigell coming in second with an epic 3 wheeled car.
WAIT!
whats this?!
Sreekumar blocks his way,
and Nigell's Ferrari hits hard on the BMW racer's back.
The ferrari racer jumps out in faith,
and lucky wasnt caught in the crash.
That would have been the last race Nigell would be in.

Thats all for the 1 night E35C F1 race.
and in first position. THANAM!
AND SECOND NIGELL
AND THIRD SANTOSH SREEKUMAR!!!!

now back to reality.
Maths UT preparation.
GONER!

I saw you!

2010-02-08T20:59:00.001+08:00

cog tmrw.
die.

suppose to study in school today with usuals.
in the end, did the usuals xD

poker and xbox all the way.
SAAAAARPOOOOOOORTTTT!

Its gonna take awhile

2010-02-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

wow,
tomorrow's gonna be the end of my poly first year.
dunno whether sound i be happy to see the future.
Or sad to remember the past we had.

SEM 1 : W36G
best class ever. cannot believe how much we guys have bonded even after the class parted ways. Especially cliques such as Daniel, Estelle, Banbee , Amanda , KY , Anders , Fauzi , Fee, Trance , Darren , Jason , Richelle and so many more.

Daniel : Wow, my first day friend haha, still remembered that we were like so happy that we both were same age on the first day xD. hope you and estelle really last long yeah :)

Estelle : LAOBU!~ will never forget all the outings you've planned, and how pek-cek you became when we didnt pay up on time xD

Banbee : Haha, your a friend like i never had dude :) may you and soosoo last long long kk :D

Amanda : OIE!~ you better make sure you and sean dun always fight fight fight, everytime see you either is siao-lang , or emo - kia . Must stay happy and chio k :)

KY : MR. OLD MARSHMELLOW MAN! thanks for all the ppt's you;ve sent xD really appreciated it much. AND GRATSZ FOR LOSING SO MUCH WEIGHT!

Anders : Yo anders! movies and games, everytime is look for you de :D haha, next time got more must share share ok! (includes ppt and worksheets xD)

Fauzi : Hey joker boy! hope you find that perfect girl you've been searching for so long, and please remember to bring helmet next time you wanna take her for a spin on your bike HAHA!

Fee : EH BRO! thanks for teaching me so much. Bad ones xD winner and matchsticks really goes well together eh ! haha, stop being such a dick ok! xD LOVE YOU!

Trance : EH GUAILAN KIA.! gym. soon :D good luck for UT 3 yeah hahahahahah

Darren : Your like a brother i never had man.. Also known for teaching me many things, like bad ones also xD. Smoking, Drinking, Flirting. hahahaha whats next in line? Hope to see you becoming a designer in future yeah? I really treasure our friendship much, and hope to see you grow the man you were made to be (not ironman ok!)

And last but not least.

Richelle : Haha PINOY! thanks for being a listening ear whenever im done :) thanks for all the advices and "tagalog" you've taught me hahah. Dun always scared of this , scared of that, then suddenly grab hold of someone so tight until they scream, and you go "hehehehe" LOL!! hope you and your bf last long long okeh!!

well, thats about it for my sem 1 w36g mates :) hope to see everyone at chalet yeah :D

SEM 2 : W35M
this bunch of guys are like crazy as never before. Lesson's with them were never boring, and breaks with them never failed. Tomorrow's our last day already. Hope to see all you guys becoming like how you dreamt yourself to be. Well, at least rational ones luh xD not like Izzah trying to be a BANKS. haha. Really love you all to the max ok! Gonna miss you guys too :)

And not forgetting the wonderful W36A! You guys are like my pillar of strength. I have been so close to you guys that i even started hanging out with your than my usuals xD Santosh Malek Huijie Vincent Yaz Eugene Husrin Murali Afeefa and so many others. Really hope we came be as close as were are now in the future to come :D .

Year 1 is so inspiring to me, thats why i dedicate this song, to my beloved RP mates, for making my year 1 so interesting :>

Friends are friends forever!

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show

We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

To live as friends

Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

No a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

T_T

Sunshine after the rain

2010-02-03T21:08:00.001+08:00

Finally.
its over.

this Catastrophe wasnt gonna do any of us any good.

thought after the 2 guys left, i would be the last one standing.
who knew?
1 week later another one came in.
just hope you know what you doing.

HazelLawXiWen
xiongmei184!

You and me

2010-01-30T22:52:00.001+08:00

I swear that you dun have to go.
i thought we could wait for the fireworks.

awesome day
with awesome people.
long time since i've been out with them.
so this was probably the best chance ever :D

good news!
my room has a whole new look!!!
those who wanna see just call me and book a date for the exibition to my room xD
haha!

thought of calling her to tell her the good news.
but still,
expected.

2010-01-26T18:10:00.001+08:00

i want you back.

now.
badly.

i cannot take it anymore.
i was wrong to let you go and im sorry.

you'll never be alone.

2010-01-18T21:02:00.001+08:00

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
Your never gonna be alone!
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world on,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

Ooooh!
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world on,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

I'm gonna be there all along the way
I won't be missing one more day
I'm gonna be there all along the way
I won't be missing one more day

oink,

2010-01-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

met pigpig yesterday again ><
this time went to lorong chuan to slack,
nothing to do :/
so i took out my com,
and she suddenly said she wanted to convo on word doc HAHA!
DUNNO for wad reason.
so the following was what we talked about xD
we each took turns to write ,
you guys should know which is mine and which is hers xD
i m just damn bloody lazy can!

• HELLO :D
• Hi
• Go & die , type hi nia ):
• Ok
• -rolls eye at you- Watch me
• Watch me
• hahahahahahah
• MUHAHAHAAHAHAHA
• ;p
• WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA !~
• -.-
• You diao me la , you veh good
• :>
• Why i type soooooooooooooooo long th message , you gimme one or two words ):
• Dunno
• I hate talking to you through th computer . Next time must spam you le
• Orh
• WATCH ME
• Dun wan
• ‘fuckyou ! put this on blog !
• Ok
• Sure mahhhhhhhhhhhh ? I will check hor , although i dun feel like using th comp nowadays :/
• Dun sad sad. I will put ok :>
• GOOOOOOOOOOD . You want take picpic ? ;X
• My phone spoil
• ): tsktsk ,
• Use urs luh
• My quality damns lousy ): -picks up th phone & see th spelling for megapixels- -nigell laughs- 2megapixels nia
• Mine only 0.5
• YOUUUUUUU SERIOUS BOH ? TOUCH SCREEN LEHHSXZC !
• Yes
• This is going to be a veh long post 
• Byes
• _|_ you
• :<
• :X HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE , this is fun –finds my “ice-blended” milo-
• Lol
• Gimme emotion mahs ): whyyyyyy so emotion-lesssssssssss >:
•  tired
• -gives nigell a hughug- no la :X
• -give hazel nth-
• Th no la means joking , nehni nehni poopoo !
• Kuku
• IM NOT A KUKU , this is call unique . Understand Mr neo ?
• No ms law
• WL EHHHHHHH , why type th keyboard sooooo hard ! Will spoil dehs !
• Dunno :>:>:>:>:>
• Siaolang , ! PEOPLE DUN CARE ABT NIGELLLLLL :B HES MINE :X
• Sure not ;x
• No :D nigell’s gimme “th” look
• -close convo-
• _|_ _|_ _|_ cannn you see my beautiful middle finger ? :D ~
• Com close liao can c meh
• FUCKSYOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• hahs

haha, felt so bad to her luh ><
<3 you ttm luh pigpig :D

2010-01-12T21:54:00.001+08:00

Tired ttm,

went boon keng to find pigpig :D
gave her 10 bucks haha!.
had a blast of a time with her today ! :)

followed gerv to see doctor cause he coughing blood like me -.-
37 dollars :>
then went to night market walk around,
then headed home.

PCB!~
I CANT DO MY SIS A MATHS QUESTIONS!~
damn dulan now -.-

its all about the lurve

2010-01-11T20:25:00.001+08:00

meeting my pigpig tmrw! <3
haha cannot wait sia ><

here's a new one on 987fm :D
i think its quite meaningful haha,

Twilight Vanilla by Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

121209 !

2010-01-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

love is in the air my friend.
never be afriad, never let one down.
or it would be the last one your ever breathing.

iloveyou :>

Pon de floor!

2010-01-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

weeet.

open house today.
wasnt really that good,

kinda felt bad that i didnt have the chance to let the students (from Serangoon Garden Secondary 4E3!) to slowly see every school.

just allowed them to walk pass and see what each school has to offer.
ran from E6 to One stop centre and back to get them back the booklet from our school.
and if your from rp ,
you will know its damn far.
lol.

had some miscomm when they had to go back to their school.
but lucky there was another free bus.
:D

headed to find gerv and the rest at their booth.

played alittle halo 3 in the games room @library.
quite awesome but tiring.

<3 Foxtrot comixs ttm!
ultra nice and funny and cute :D
haha.

headed to library cafe to eat and watch face off.
awesome show.
nicholas cage and john travolta.
then headed home.

damn tired ttm nao ,!

Avalanche

2010-01-06T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when we feel that things are not going very well,
and we feel all fucked up,
as it seems like the world is going to end.

like me today.
i didnt well in poker
nor in physics
nor with her.

but i got this song from a plurker's blog.
and i think its damn worth hearing
i was hearing it the entire 3rd meeting,
almost cried siol hahahahahahaah.
ALMOST.
xD
enjoy the lyrics :)
its meaningful k !

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If only you knew, Why my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in (no)
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If only you knew, Why my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now?

If only you knew, Why my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)
Avalanche

Different times.

2010-01-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today school was ok.
nothing much :/

damn sian.

ITS GOOD TO BE BACK!

2010-01-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

well,
finally started school this early 2010 :D
missed so many things luh haha.

Izzah's stupidity
Hanafie's tummy twist
Ian's funky hairstyle
Ain's craziness
Ben's sense of cold humour
Huixin's emo-ness

HAHA, just so many things luh!
had engineering design today
solar car again,
just need to improve on its weight,
instead of wood, we're given styrofoam haha.

ours xould elevate at a height of 34cm ok!
just 2 cm away from the highest.
our prototype is called, : Lamborghini!
haha,
team's 2 uniqueness and sharp look!
ok im bullshitting,

after school met with the 36A's
Malek santosh and eugene.

headed to W1 for quick bite,
then to W2LT for the meeting,
kns, they now then say student leaders at w4 zzz
only helpers at w2.

so headed down to w4.
realised i tio serangoon garden sec.
gotta go down myself (lucky nearby siol)
and bring them to rp's open house.
zzz,
why hougang sec reject!
zzz thought can go back lor.

took 2 tee's instead of 1 haha!
so went down to library to find the rest to chillax.
hus was reading this damn funny comic,
so i decided to head to first level to check it out.
omg,
fucking hilarious luh
forgot what the title is already,
but alot of american joke, damn funny,

this small guy wanted to film his own movie about kingkong,
so he got his elder bro to wear his old halloween suit,
which was donkey kong.
HAHAHA!

headed home around 8 plus.
omg love pigpig ttm man ! xD
secret secret xP

now studying for UT.
gosh,
still can blog sia me ><

2010!

2010-01-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

well, its a brand new start of a new year.
many resolutions to be made xD

1) Study hard.
2) Slim down (cfm)
3) Have a gf xP HAHA! hopefully can find a nice decent one to settle down with and bring home to family :)

got fucking drunk last night.
zz dun wan talk abt it :/

headed to tamps with gerv to walk walk,
suppose to go and catch avatar again but in 3D
in the end everywhere also pack.
so ah nvm.

walked arounf t1 and tm.
nothing much.

played pool in hg plaza then headed home.
haha

lazy to blog so byebye!

PIGPIG HAZEL!
nah here's your delication you wanted .

although we only know for a while,
but these few days sms here and there.
we became closer right!
haha,
pigpig will always be here for you de :)
when you sad, or happy , or nth better to do,
can always msg me de :)
ok i dunno how to delicate.
so like that suan ok ler right?
xD
aisini ler!

Avatar!

2009-12-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Met gerv around 3 to catch avatar the movie.

AMK HUB at 3.
went to deposit some money with gerv
then bought tix.

headed to AMKHUB opposite, and arcaded awhile.
then headed back to hub to catch movie

i think the movie was damn zhai.
want to watch in 3D again :D

next had dinner at pizza hut.
walked round and round,
finally found it.
then spend around 40 dollars.
lol.

so went to arcade again, then slack at my house downstairs.
lucky smoke finish liao.
then police come HAHA!
heng we zhao already.
if not tio check lagi worst.
some more stop at our spot sia.
knn

haha,
homed and now alot of things are happening.
damn f up.

Neglected

2009-12-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

ok sorry guys for the awesomely long time i haven blogged haha.
been having too much things nowadays.

too lazy to update xD
but dun worry,
i still read you guys tags :D
so keep it coming!
and i will reply either on my cbox,
or your blog yeah :D!

NEW BLOGSONG!~
i know its kinda old ( i guess?)
but to me ,
its meaningful :D

its 3 Cheers For 5 Years by mayday parade :)

LOVE EVERYONE!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Ninja

2009-12-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, what would it feel just finding the one whom you love most at the very apparent moment. Wow, wad a awkward moment.

Somethings in life arent all that simple, that why cherish them. This was wad i learnt in ZombieLAnd, and yes of all movies, Zombieland was the one.

Rule #17 Enjoy the Simple things in Life.
Or die trying.

Is it really that difficult to find the someone special to spend and enjoy your little things in life?
Or loneliness would be by your side forever more, dragging your little self-conscious mind outta everywhere, turing you into an EMO kid.
like EMO's the thing nowadays.
I find it rather strange though sometimes.
why do we need to think so much time for a 5sec conversation that your gonna have, like in a very instance, towards someone whom you kinda have a crush for?
Weird sometimes aye?

But when they do not see those little things you do for them, they lose, not you.
Cause you know, you've given everything you got,
and if things just dun turn out right,..

Fuck That Son Of A Bitch.

JOHOR BARHU!!!~

2009-12-15T19:19:00.003+08:00

woots!~
the nigga is back from JB peeps!

left house at around 7.
reached woodlands at 8.
gerv came at 8.30.
jon at 9 -.-

took bus to woodlands checkpoint.
and pass immigration all those

finally.
reached JB at 10!~
HAHA
1st things 1st.
MALBORO BLACK MENTHOL!
haha,
we smoke like nobody's business luh.

then had macdonalds after that.
fucking cheap sia ><
1 filet meal + 1 sausage mcmuffin burger = 14 ringget.!
thats like 7 sg dollars LOL.

headed to smoke again.
i bought black.
gerv had his gudang
and jon winston reds.
i swear the winston reds pack super DUA LA!
and gerv's one has 2 bars, inside 8 sticks each (gudang only 16 sticks)

so we decided to walk walk around.
and went to the arcade.
got fucking KTV there lor!
and pcb,
inside the arcade got people smoking.
and all the games use controls one like tekken and soccer,
had like extinguish ciggarette marks on it!
dunno how these people never get caught sia.

the toilet.
walao, need pay de sia ..
.20 cents each.
there got 1 no smoking sign
yet some MALAY mat down there smoking,
police and security guard went in,
nothing happen LOL!
LIKE TOTAL WTF MANZ!

bought 2 new tees haha!
quite ok la.
look like baby milo shirt.
but then different xD

headed to kenny rogers.
fucking bo hua.
the portion, food quality,
i think only malaysians can eat -.-

then we went starbucks.
had our normals.
quite cheap though .
maybe a little bit same luh haha.

this is the serious part
when we're about to head home,
each of us bought another pack each.
fucking dunno where to put to pass customs.
so jon and gerv said put inside pants,
heng my jeans tight , so never drop of easily.

decided to take cab since safer , they wouldnt check you since its drive thru.
only check the taxi trunk.
fuck if kana caught 1000 sing dollars per person
zzz
balls shaking like mad luh when we were at customs.
lucky never check haha!

taxi uncle quite nice, gave us discount :D
headed to admirlty.
for like 40 sing bucks altogether.
although it may seem alot
but 40 sing drive you all the way to anywhere :D

so me and gerv parted ways with jon.
smoked another of our contra .
then 965 home.

miss so many people nao~
haha,
next time sure bring them along,
thats if they want or not luh xD

THATS ALL~
going SEG camp tmr.!
3D2N
see you guys again yeh!

HOLIDAYS!

2009-12-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
FINALLY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !~
haha,

really although its a monday,
i feel like a total TGIF
cause its christian's lesson today
uber slack.
and headed to belle's house after that.

i feel that i have lost touch with god :(
its damn heartbreaking.
talked with axel about it.
he said he once too had this feeling.
im not going to church regularly anymore.
i dunno what am i suppose to do.
i dun wan this feeling
its sucks ttm.
:(
God, i really need you now T.T

cabbed to serangoon.
took 133 then 159 home,
when about to drop.
saw danest LOL!~
super shock!

maybe i was too into my F&F1 on my ipod
thats why didnt see them haha.

i really do not want my feelings for you to fade god, i really want those memories back. Like in camps, in daregroups. Many things has happened in church lately, that i felt i am drifting away from god, i do not want this to happen. How i wish i could just sit down for like 5 mins, have a heart to heart chat with you, and just pour all my stress and sadness upon you, heal my heart god :(

CONTERVASY!

2009-12-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

gosh, quit sotplug and join TBG
or wad?

:(

that girl

2009-12-11T23:49:00.001+08:00

she's kinda running through my mind the whole day.

joined 小clique :)
newly recruit, but dun think many know me yet :/
so yeah, hope can built great bonds :D
between SL'小BEAR and the other 小's LOL!

im like supre sober nao :(

300th post!~

2009-12-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

woooo! finally 300 LOL!~

GOT NEW CLIQUE ^^
siaoLANG clique :)
<3 them all to the max can...
hahas.

tomorrow UT
not fully prepared yet.
DIE!

:/

2009-12-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

super tired now.
just finished flying off my planes,
and doing my rj.

came home abit later cause had training and were discussing about some stuffs for the hols.
there's gonna be a camp (FOR JUDO !) and some christmas celebrations were little orphans would come and see us :D

UT was alright i must say.
I FOUND THE BOX QUESTION DAMN COOL!~
didnt know rp would come up with such crazy ideas HAHA!
although its challenging, but i like it.
and managed to solve it after 15 mins :/

everybody (well at least me ) was kinda confused with today's physics problem.
super merry go round luh faci .
haha but i like her.
she's kinda cool.
and i made her swear today xD
she's quite elegant with a handful of good english vocabs.
but then when she asked a question and i said "damn hot lor"
she was like "ok.. its damn hot.."
I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF!
such a eloquent faci, but had to swear because she couldnt take back her words in time haha.
i feel so guilty, yet idiotic at the same time haha.

well,
off the fly more planes.
:D
buy my stocks people!
facebook application, airline manager :)
NIGELL AIRLINES FTW!~

:(

2009-12-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

They dun know us anyway.
Won't hear the words they say.
We'll make the great escape
Throw it away, forgot yesterday.

so inspirational..

British : your sudden interllectual incapability to think, is making you stressed out...
Singapore : BLUR LIKE SOTONG!~

WHAT!

2009-12-07T22:57:00.001+08:00

you changed.
for the worst.

Shawty get loose~

2009-12-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

Wanted to gym with the rest today.
but couldnt seem to wake up LOL!

so met some others at hougang interchange first before heading down to support andrew at heeren.
We were like there damn early.
1130? it starts @ 1 -.-
so we waited.
and finally it started.

Quite pissed off,
we didnt get to win the cheer compy.
SO PISSED OFF!~
thought we would get it lor..
so we went "93.3!" in chinese (cause it was a 88.3fm event, but who cares!)

AND ANDREW DIDNT WON ANYTHING
but the jiaying did. SHE SO DAMN LUCKY LOR,
win lucky draw x_x
xia suay sia.
11kg air purifier from daikon HAHA!
so darn heavy for her.
but lucky yy and yc they all left with her and julia to help her with it.

So the others we went to pool at cine.
damn 76 dollars for 2 table for around 2 hours plus.
zzz.
chao ex luh..

headed to amk to eat kfc.
and had damn fun time.
laughed our asses off.
keep stealing each other's valuable HAHA!
then everyone confused xD

headed home after that.
and realised my airlines stock dropped :(
upsetting..

So near yet too far.

2009-12-05T00:27:00.002+08:00

Just came back from pool session @ hg plaza with jie yr and shawn.

met jiaying after school to head down to hougang point to prepare for what's gonna happen tomorrow during andrew's competition.

Poster was done already (which was so damn nice)
all that's left was cheer and whistle.
So jenson went somewhere near (actually beside macs) to get them.
they had like 10 -12 of them in one pack.
so yeah , whistles done.

Next was cheer,
all looked at me, like i was some cheerleader, always thinking of the cheers -.-
hey, dont you guys realise i always use the same ones no matter where?
LOL!
its always the "What say you say i say" cheer man..
kinda no originality, so upsetting :(

so headed to some void deck to dicuss it. On the way we kinda played with the whistle.
and realising there was some funeral going on, we decided to stop.
So it only took us 1/2 an hour to agree on the cheer.
and time to meet before heading down to heeren for the compy.

Next left for katsu don downstairs my place for dinner.
Then cabbed to plaza thereafter.

Kinda unlucky with pool these few days,
won yr 2 bucks in the first set,
but end up losing 4 in the second. ..

headed down.
downed with some flu now.
hope its not H1N1 LOL!
GOD BLESS ME!~
and let me recover asap :)
amen.!

It never change

2009-12-03T20:28:00.003+08:00

Looks like you guys are having good times.
while im here struggling.
trying to get over everything.

Please God, be merciful,
and take every thoughts and dream away from me.
So that i can live a better tomorrow,
knowing that she's alright.
and everything's fine.

Near death situation siol!

2009-12-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

almost killed bryan during training.
got so freaked out i tapped out when he arm barred me :/

didnt want cause no trouble mans.

training was awesome.
learnt some old techniques haha.
MMA after that.
kinda hurt my ankle when kicking bryan.
tanked a few of his punches, but then chang hong told me not to tank.
so i went in for a few,
suddenly he kicked me (was waiting for this moment)
grabbed his leg and pinned him down,
he grabbed my head then.
so i kinda carried him up,
and kinda did a small "bastista" bomb on him .
he was like moaning like a dead dog lor haha.

so i thought he was gonna die!
i surrendered.
hahas.
next week,
he's going down,
the bear will be back for more hehehe.

couldnt concentrate in class, this is getting bad, just the thought of it kills me inside out.

its too late now.

2009-12-01T20:26:00.001+08:00

well,
it was hell of a day.

gymmed with gerv.
and we bastard each other when we're about to go back.
LOL!
hilarious shit i swear.

Baby is home , like finally

2009-11-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

Baby, i will never let you fall again,
although it was only a week that we were apart, but the feeling of not having you around concerns me, it scares me, thinking whether will you be alright.

You were in the hospital for so long, the doctor only called me 3 days later about how you were doing,
luckily he said that you could be discharged in the next few days.
i was so relieved.
that was how much i loved you.

We spent so much time together, things i would never forget.
we laughed in the bus together, emo together, and even sang to one another, regardless how many passengers there were.
Some of my friends call us the crazy couple.
but deep down i know you are the one for me.
Promise me you will never leave me again ok :D

my dear iPod 160GB, love has never been completed without you here.
14/01/2009!

:)

2009-11-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听

一'让我保护你
二'让我照顾你
三'所有的要求不能当作游戏

四'接受这命运
五'永远不分离
那最后一个一定要说你愿意

Want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远

说你愿意
给你幸福每一天
因为我不是他
因为我Want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他

2009-11-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

just finished drinking with darren :D
what a day.

helped christian moving his things to his new office isnt a joking matter :/

没有了你，
好像没有了整个世纪

为何

2009-11-29T00:03:00.005+08:00

为何必须这样呢？
这已经是第四次了
但是我还要更你表白，我心中的话。

已经知道你跟他在一起了
但是我会一直注意你。
一直帮助你，如果你有所为的困难。
一直想着你，希望不在你身边，星星会守护着你。
这是我所能做的最后的事。

为何不能更你在一起？
他拥有的，我没有吗？

我已经很尽力了
想让你笑，让你有困难的时候帮助你
但是每次都被你拒绝。

是不是你真的不想更我谈天？
我一直觉得你是真的没有空。
但是我错了。
你已经有想要陪你在一起心目中的人。
但我不是那个人。

我的心而为你心痛。
而为你一次又一次流眼泪。
这些泪不是假的。
没有为任何人流过这么多的眼泪。这是第一次
可是你感觉到吗？

我真的不配当你所需要的一切。
做了这么多，但是效果还是一样。
到了现在，我能做的是祝你们忠生辛福。

有人说，要为何给心目中的人所任何喜欢的东西是什么。
我会说，能给她我的幸福和快乐，就满足了。
因为，只能看你高兴，我也已经够满足了。

不能永远更你在一起，
是应为我不能。
是应为我不配。
我爱你。
一只会永远的爱着你。。。

Gosh.

2009-11-27T22:12:00.001+08:00

Lost 5 dollars in mahjong today in the first
and 10 in the second ;o
heart ache.

all blame the jeslyn,
late liao still wan hua hua gong zhu.
then tapai man tai zzz.
money fly sia..

left for just acia with andrew and co.
and left home.

no mood to blog,
too many things on my mind right now.

tiredness

2009-11-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

oh.
gym was so damn epic LOL!

naega ibeun wedding dress

2009-11-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

OMG.
im so addicted to wedding dress.
i can even remember some parts xD

physics was damn dry today :(
mainly cause i got most of things to understand it already.
Thks anders :)

But still did the graph myself.
damn awesome feeling luh.
and most of the things i did, but the rest got help :D
still, i had to explain to them hahas.

after which went to texas with hus at 36A
won some.
then soccer.

hot and very sore feet now :(
i wan rub some aloe vera. but will feel kinda weird lor :/
hahas.

903 from school back to interchange.
and 161 homed.
i think i saw parry's robin 0_0
but didnt want to say hi, later paiseh siol xD

ok im done here.
back to plurking.

Shawty got a melodeee :)

2009-11-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

hello~~
school was being a bitch today -.-
couldnt login to it,
lucky its engineering design :D
if not im screwed :/

happy with product during first meeting, pissed off after it ended.
couldnt finish it >:(
even had to do so fast that i got injured :/

headed to orchard afterthat.
long journey
Gerv's gotta rival now xD

had my ipod fixed.
means no listening to ipod for like 5 days :(
and no sight seeing anymore :(

headed down to gerv office together with his new friend barry.
got him a new job. dunno whether confirm,
then left for dinner

Jalan Kayu @ dhoby is like total dots..
eat until wanna die.
but 15 each.
sakae sushi better lor :/

headed for home after that.
thinking of christian name's during the journey LOL!
had a few nice, and some not really nice HAHAS!
like ger-most.?
who calls themselves ger-most man?

took 103 home from serangoon
new route :)
its quite ok jounrey
but gotta walk abit more so its ok hahas.

well,
got school tml.
sleepy nao @_@
nites peepo!

They try to copy my swagger!~

2009-11-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

My W35M :)

had an awesome day today :D
met with ryan and co. at parklane.
went to have dinner first at Far East.

then headed down to L4D2.
not very nice lei.
all of us play until damn dizzy.
so we headed down to macs for a break.

then we bought a pack... of cards haha!
and ryan kinda "packed" it LOL!
played tai ti and blackjack.
lost 3 dollars :(
heartache.

and YEAH!
W36A was damn sporting when we played cards during 2nd break.
haha!
damn funny can!!
really cool people luh.
hope can bond with them more in the future. :)
and others whom i've not bonded with haha,
here's a pre hello from Nigell
HELLO!!

BUT LETS NOT FORGET ABOUT MY BELOVED W35M!
took a cool after pic with them after school.
awesome shit i tell you haha!

you are my only.

2009-11-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

Had quite a fun day with RP judo people today :D

had a demo at causeway point, and the audience was ok.
they were very interested in our moves and throws.
especially when i threw eugene an overhead throw xD
sorry man HAHA!

then also had a mini compy there,
where each of us would fight each other for like 3 mins?
couldnt throw JT
damn hard cause he's strong and fast :(

had macs after that with Bryan Becky CH JT and babu!.
awesome people haha.
had a awesome time with them too :)

then bus-ed home.
fruitful one :D

.

2009-11-18T12:52:00.002+08:00

For Nigell Neo who birth on month July below are What Your Birth Month Says About You :

* Fun to be with
* Secretive
* Difficult to fathom and to be understood
* Quiet unless excited or tensed
* Takes pride in oneself
* Has reputation
* Easily consoled
* Honest
* Concern about people´s feelings
* Tactful
* Friendly
* Approachable
* Very emotional
* Tempramental and unpredictable
* Moody and easily hurt
* Witty and sarky
* Sentimental
* Not revengeful
* Forgiving but never forgets
* Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
* Guides others physically and mentally
* Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
* Caring and loving
* Treats others equally
* Strong sense of sympathy
* Wary and sharp
* Judge people through observations
* Hardworking
* No difficulties in studying
* Loves to be alone
* Always broods about the past and the old friends
* Likes to be quiet
* Homely person
* Waits for friends
* Never looks for friends
* Not aggressive unless provoked
* Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
* Loves to be loved
* Easily hurt but takes long to recover
* Overly concerned
* Puts in effort in work

ok, just took my fb quiz.
its so damn true.
like waits for friends, easily hurt but takes long to recover, and certainly dieting problems HAHA!

So far in thailand.
the score is thailand 0 - singapore 1 !!
muahahaha!
37mins.
all we need is to win this game.
and we're one step ahead of qualifying for the 2011 asian championship :)

Its time for a change.

2009-11-16T21:08:00.001+08:00

what i mean is like changing from ice blast back to vml.
change from a retarded to a smart asshole;.
change from a noisy boy to a little more quieter one.
and Defitnitly change from a fat boy to skinny one :)
and lastly, try to forgo her, even if it means everything to me.

how i wish its so simple.

Its time for a change.

2009-11-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

TOM YAM IS OFFICALLY SHITTY!

2009-11-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

just came back from the national stadium
went to watch singapore vs thailand qualifying rounds
damn :(
singapore lost 3-1 because the refree was being a stupid bitch!

didnt do much today.

went for soccer in the morning.
played til around 1?
then diniy the all decided to watch the match tonite.
so we all agreed

headed home for brunch,
then used com awhile
then went out at 5.

reached stadium around 5.30
waited for like an hour and a half -.-
7 then they came
lucky i met fee (i initially called fauzi, then he told me fee was here)
and some of his friends

then the 5 of them came.
so we bought tix for the match.
quite fucked up man.
the refree really damn zzz.
dunno how many minutes only give penalty already -.-

so we headed to home through bus 70M
the rest wanted to go plaza and eat, so they dropped earlier while i went straight for home :D
see good boy right?
hahas.

headed downstairs for dinner alone :(
then back up :D

walao i managed to finish 1 pack like in a day -.-
although i gave some away sia.

Once bitten , Twice Shy

2009-11-13T21:10:00.003+08:00

Well,
now i know, cannot not bring lappy to school.
its super sian..

maths UT was ok.
went back with ASC.
but unfortunately it was raining :(
so we had to walk very long way.
and my slippers have no friction! zzz

headed to compass with gerv.
spent some time there.
then left for home.
tired :/

tomorrow i wanna soccer.
so please do not rain :(
and i dun wanna work tml T__T

TANAH MERAH THURSDAY!

2009-11-12T20:17:00.001+08:00

HAHA TANAH MERAH THURSDAY!
muttons created it xP
they are just damn cool luh.
its been some time since i've heard them already :)
last time was like in sec 4 preparing o's? hahas.

and i love this, by shan and rozz also on 987fm
ok its called best of both world's.
rozz will say some chim english case shan's from london
and shan will say it in singlish cause rozz is locally in sg.
this was wad rozz said "your downturn of luck has really caused you some"
then shan went "damn suay"
I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF LUH!

had cog today
was pretty simple since i LISTENED IN CLASS NOW!
haha presentation went well.

not bringing lappy to school tomorrow :/
just wanna do maths UT on paper.
easier for me i should say :)

and btw ,
IM FINALLY STUDYING AGAIN!
so loong nvr study hand write abit pain liao haha.

ok toodles noodles :)

It's been a child's dream

2009-11-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

Homed after judo training.
Not alot of people,
but managed to grabbed a few techniques still.

Had engineering UT today.
wasnt really bad luh.
just need to read up more.

And physics ppt was an epic failure today :(
wasnt paying much attention in class.
heart sank when cdouldnt answer faci's question T_T

After training went opposite to eat.
didnt know got so many of us judoka smoke siol HAHA!
wouldnt mention any names ^^

daryl sent me home.
and some other's to interchange.
good to have him around on tues ^^
can drive me home since he stay just opposite me haha!
no sleeping in bus,
no waiting for the never coming 159 -.-

2weeks and 7days without you
the first cut is the deepest.

Can the game survive?

2009-11-10T20:59:00.001+08:00

Had comms today,
quite simple and did the ppt by myself.
oh how delighted haha!

went to 2nd break with gerv darren hus hjt and delicious.
i swear hus and i make the best duet ever.

if there is ever a duet competition in SG
woohoo!~
we both gonna rock the house down man!
lol.
sang from coffee shop til school.
never ending fun with these people man :D

2weeks and 6days
its so cold without you here.

Ok, i have no idea what to do.

2009-11-09T21:22:00.003+08:00

Am i still capable of keeping this alive?
Do i still need to make more sacrifice so that you can see?
Do i have to stand in front of a crowd to shout "i love you"
or maybe stand outside your window ,whether rain or shine, to show you how much i care?

If it takes all of these or even more just to be by your side.
i would
cause you mean the world to me.

2weeks 5days

New Skin

2009-11-08T22:25:00.003+08:00

1 2 3 4 skin!!!
haha.
new skin btw :D

tell me how i can improve :/

went church today ar EXPO hall4.
guess who i saw.
my beloved PIG HEAD CLARIA.!
haha.

she had her service there with CITY.HARVEST @hall 8
and mine with NEWCREATIONCHURCH @hall4

2 of the biggest churches in SG
could have caused major traffic jam sia haha.

met mok dickson belle dean and kim there.
headed for service.
then left to wait for gerv and jon.

chit chatted with a few old time people.
so long nvr see them liao siol.
trained down to tampines.
where me and gerv headed to KFC and the rest to iKEA for kim's sweddish meatballs :/

maxtuned awhile and bought new anklets.
green and yellow :D

cabbed home after that.
well thats about it for today :D

2weeks and 4days

All i ever wanted

2009-11-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Wanting her is hard to forget, loving her is hard to regret, losing her is hard to accept,
but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

and btw,
happy "ang moh" bday ah ma :D!
<3

Stress.

2009-11-05T20:48:00.004+08:00

No mood to do anything
No mood to eat
No mood to sleep
No mood to do RJ

Its all over and done with.
But i will wait for you.

thats how much you mean to me.

ps. you dont have to worry about me :)
just let me be myslef. its not your fault.
dun because of this get all moody yeah?

what hurts to most?
was being so close.
Having so much to say
watching you walk away.

Knocked down!

2009-11-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

Just finish writing a super long RJ lol!
didnt know it was so long until i submitted it 0_0.

well, physics was ok in the beginning, but then started to complicate me in the 3rd meeting :/
after school, went to watch rugby with gerv.

omg.
awesome shit i tell you.
4pm match was SG vs JPN
sg lost :(
almost won luh.
11-23 i guess?

then the next match was freaking interesting.
Kazakstan vs H.K.

The "borat" people were like as huge as me (seriously)
and 1 was as tall as Usain Bolt 0_0.

The "siew mai" people were like the opposites.
Small and puiny.
I remembered no.9 was as small as ..
er..
small luh.
LOL.

me and gerv thought it was gonna be an interesting one because its a Pure Str. VS Pure Agil.
We were so damn wrong.
the Kazakstan people were not only strong, but also freaking fast!
they won hk with a score of 58-14 :/
feel sorry for the hk.
they were like being bullied by MEN ( they really do look like one)
there was this one time where when the hk passed the ball already, same uber huge K-individual shoved her so hard, she flew 3m away from where she was standing.

but then the HK manage to bring them down. For such small people, its quite and impressing thing to do

Headed home after that.
Super tired x___x

thats all for today :D
tatas!~

btw. my sister is screaming all over her room. Not because she saw a ghost, or experienced some phenomena thing, but got into the class she wanted too -.-
BWG!!

Craving for prate :(

2009-11-03T20:09:00.001+08:00

UT was kinda ok today.
although didnt refer to 6P much.
haha, hope can get an A.

Shingz BANGS!

2009-11-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

Well,
aint going to school tmr, means no seeing her :(
got medical appointment with RSAF.

Went to work this afternoon.
damn sleepy,
couldnt concentrate on shit!
but still on task.
and it was PAYDAY :D
my 200 dollars just got banked in hahas.
but i doubt it would last me luh.

met gerv(again..) at parkway(again..)
damn sian of that place liao.
got a few real good Max Tune people there.
but most are clones zzz.

headed home and preparing for stuff to bring tomorrow :/
nites people :D

One Last.

2009-10-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

hello people :D
haven been posting about my daily life nowadays due to personal reasons :/
but today i do ^^

woke up at 11.
get myself ready and headed down to court to find the usuals.
played til around 1.
all of us were quite shagged already.
left me saiful fadly and hariz.
dan was too tired to go on so he headed home first and slept.
night cycling for him then straight down to court isnt something a man like him to take HAHA!

4 of us headed down to point for lunch.
ate at KFC.
saw seetoh and gang going down to pasir ris for picnic lol.

after eating,
accompanied hariz to the malay eatery beside macs.
cause he didnt ate KFC
save money siol.

so me and him headed home.
then i blackshot-ed awhile.
still had the paranormal activity-syndrome
didnt dare stayed home alone.
sis went to church,
parents went to catch micheal jackson's movie.
and i headed to parkway to find gerv.

made 11 sales within a day man!
the last few weeks he did only like 10 cams? for 2 days
today. 11.
awesome shit.

we were discussing on how the camera sales is actually quite beneficial to us.
and i think its time to tell my mum to quit my current (and useless) job,
and try to be expose to the working world outside.

well, took 159 home.
saw small jason on the way back with the gf i think hahas.

danm tired now.
but dunno why dun wan to sleep x____x

2009-10-29T10:17:00.003+08:00

Maybe its too fast already,
can sense it from your actions
not your type might be one of the factor like you mentioned

tried my best to let you know i existed.
tried my best to get close to you but couldnt.
why?
because i was afriad.
afriad of rejection
afriad of comflicts that may occur overtime.
so i decided not to.
but then, before i could even show my true colours.
all was no more.

Really happy to be able to see you , every a little bit.
Face to face would be something others would like to perceive whenver they see you
but then from the back just to know your there,
would be enough for me already,

at this point of time,
i dun need you to love me,
or like me,
or even want to know more about me.
I just want you to acknowledge.
acknowledge me as a person with feelings.
acknowledge me as a friend

but its okay.
we'll just see how time take its course.
and hopefully things can work out fine. :)

feel like giving up.
what to do?

Only One

2009-10-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

(Music Intro)

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

(Chorus)
Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one (x3)
you are my only one

Its beginning again

2009-10-26T20:17:00.001+08:00

omg.
i think.
i've fallen in love :/

Why?

2009-10-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

why always liek that?

Your voice was the soundtrack of my winter

2009-10-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

School was absolute vodka today.
opps. i mean aboslute fun xD
well cold room, cold joke, what do you want else?...

presentations after presentations, slides after slides.
every line was made up with lame jokes , yet really funny ones.
Like this one guy, his name is roy, we call him pastor roy due to his "holy-ness".
his laughter is a joke man.
super deep choking laugh.
You hear him you also wanna laugh like him. literally haha.

ok so roy, wanted to show a pic of a potato, but when zoomed in, it would look like a d***
cause we were studying atomism and holism. (go check encarta or dictionary.com about it)
its something like not being able to see the big picture with just a fraction of it.

so in his slide. he damn confident people will say d*** instead of potato,
but somehow or rather, this smart alec.
forgot to animate the answer which said " THIS IS ACTUALLY A POTATO!"
and showed it to the entire class.

When he asked " ok, so does anyone know what this is? "
people actually said potato.
stunned, he looked at the slide,
and found out he forgot to animate the answer.
the whole class went roflol.
literally HAHA.

After school went down to dhoby to jam with gerv ismaldi ryan and xiong.
although we were late and screwed up alot of songs ( especially me :x)
we still had a pretty awesome time together. haha

ate at the mall beside park mall.
and headed to find za at plaza sing.

slacked chat and mrt-ed.
end of story. :D

CHRISTIAN CLASS TOMORROW AND HE WAS NICE ENOUGH TO ALIGN THE TEAM MEMBERS ACCORDING TO MY WISH!
thanks luh, your the ultimate best faci!
if there's a "Vote for your fav faci",
you know your gonna win that no matter what!
:D

tatas!~

N+Fy=W+R2

2009-10-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

so many calculations during physics x_x
damn jialat.

well, went home with classmates to interchange :D
then to bus ride with usuals.

nothing much to blog about today :/
tata!~

Irreplacable

2009-10-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

To me : Its a piece of Paper
To other's : its like a dream come true.

Imperfection?
or simple ignorance?

you find the answer.

Eye 2 Eye

2009-10-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

didnt do much today,
could have gotten home earlier, but there was some sorta jam at taka that held the whole carpark up for like 1/2 an hour?
people started horning and honking, walked out to see what happened and all,
but in the end we still managed to make it lol.

watched goofy movie and pinocchio,
omfg, its so memoriable,
those were the time man..
love the plot and everything.
it all turned back just like when i was just a little boy ;D

dinner with family :D
missed out the whole trip to seet's place cause aaron wanna swim -.-
how fillial :D
but waited in line at taka's sushi teh for like an hour before we got our table :/
and 20 mins for chawamushi cause they had to make more -.-
it was all about waiting for the entire day haha.

bought a new timberland pouch,
hope it would be useful in the future when i go out and have to bring alot of things, thankfully for the small pouch, everything is much more easier :D

watching LiarLiar now on my lappy,
nites one and all :D

tatas~!

Im yours (:

2009-10-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

Had maths today.
and christian was sick so he nvr came. zzz
but then the relief faci was also quick good :D hahas.

he was very punctual with everything,
like during breaks and stuff xD
wow.
only the first week and there were like 1/4 of the class missing on friday? lols
damn sleepy.
sang during 2nd break :D
its all on izzah's blog !
so awful luh x(
some more showed the last part where my phone rang :/

anyways,..
i just woke up from sleep x_x
was so tired!
came back by cab then bus LOL
cause trance need lao sai .
he kinda kana die real.
so he ased me and darren whether can take cab home cause he tat bu leh tahan
HAHA!
11.80 cab fare, 4 each.
kinda fair luh lol.
159 home then after.

ate something little,
then used com for like 15 mins and poof!*
on the bed.
cannot tank sia.
dunno why so tired.

MOREOVER!
IM DETERMINED TO GO SOCCER WITH THE USUALS TOMORROW!~
11am. im sure gonna set my alarm
DIDNT GO FOR 2 WEEKS DUE TO LAZINESS LOR ZZZZ.

well,
someone call me to wake me up can? xD
haha.s

tata~

Cog Cock

2009-10-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

Today is a fine day.
Until it rained -.-
kinda cold in class.

Cog was ok today,
faci was damn nice.
haha.

we took 1/2 hour introducing our self.
haha, we started our problem at only 9.15? haha
love was the topic.
actually not really luh.
love was part of the topic.
problem statement was more like how can we use scientific thinking in our lives.

like who uses scientific thinking luh.
think very hard meh?
dunno ask question lor. zzz
think until so hard -.-

well,
i was damn happy during 1st break ^^
finished ppt already HAHA!

then second break went over to opposite, then back to south foodcourt cause we missed the western too much ahha.
damn good and big for a price of 3.50!!!
gosh, total rip-off luh, at least for the stall holders. haha xD

ended and homed with gerv trance darren and gerv's friend.
kenneth sadly gotta wait for his XINYI! to finish volleyball at 7 haha.

at interchange, i think me and gerv are like the single deck magnets luh.
2 times in a row single decks buses came -.-
like freaking suay
but luckly we are like the first ones to get on when the 2nd bus can.
phew..

ANYTHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT :D
CHRISTIAN IS GOING TO FACILITATE MY CLASS TOMORROW!!!~
be jealous w36g HAHA!

tatas!~

A day to remember.

2009-10-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

Well today had physics.
i will never forget this moment.
Being jacked by my own words. Contradictory, is what they say it as.
Being jacked by my own faci. Pressure, is the word to use.

Never been so humiliated, never been so ashamed.
Some ask me to stay strong, some ask me to stand up for my points, and shoot what is right.
But then it is still the pride in me that stops me from finding fault with them.
But if i don't , the losing side would be me.

Kinda lost now.
How do i redeem myself ,
That's the question one should be asking themself,
and that does include me.

W35M!

2009-10-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

well, class was awesome today :D
old friends go (not really xD), new friends come along hahas.

had engineering design today,
i swear it aint all that easy man zzz.
need to do alot of shit stuff..
like calculation and designing of our artifacts.

having communication tomorrow :D
hope it would be fun lol.

tataS~

Do you know whats worth fighting for?.

2009-10-04T01:09:00.001+08:00

ultra tired today.
cause aybe i slept at 2 yesterday after watching survivor : samoa
quite cool sia the show.
got a few parts where they showed loyalty within the group, and other's showing how they backstab one another LOL.

well,
woke up at 2.
had my mee rebus bought from dad like at 10 in the morning.
aha
reheated it and there was my brunch.
well, dota abit then around 4.30 left to find the rest at hougang point KFC.
i gotta say, the mee rebus didnt make me and full :/
so i went for a 2 piece chicky meal.
ate finish and we left to buy steamboat stuff.
wanted to sheng shiong, but then the rain was pouring again so we headed to NTUC at point instead :/

bought a few things.
wethee and mvp came later.
then we went back to sky.nine house to prepare our steamboat ^^

so we watched a lil "bu fan de ai" and some GTA-ed.
finally dinner was ready,
and everyone just chiong for what they had.
anybody realised that "putting black sauce" in hokkien sound's like pcc? LOL
when sky.nine maid said that, me and wethee laughed our asses off lor .
BFL.mono came along at around 8 plus???

next, sky.nine BFL.mono JamOnBiscuit and waterboyz went to get GodDammit cake while GodDammit and his gf went down to buy the lanterns. which was like a transission between both activities ahha!.

celebrated GodDammit bday when everything went "quite" smoothly haha!

headed to sky.nine's block downstairs to start our lantern festival activity.
felt so young luh haha!
had like paper lanterns and wood sticks to hold them.
so BFL.mono led the way to where we were suppose to walk.
and everyone followed, i na single file.
damn funny luh!
cause we went to like disturb people. etc. walking behind them.
or even walking around them HAHA!

so we camped over at 925.
and played with candles.
everyone was like just lighting and burning the bottom of their candle then putting them down, and lighting them in place.
me and wethee were literally burning stuff.
and yes , ALOT OF STUFF.
like the wod stick, and even the sparkles box and everything LOL.

so later we played with sparkles :D
and we tried like lighting as many as we can.
sky.nine, that idiot, took 15 sparkles and lit it up, running around the stage (yes, there was a stage there) like a complete retard LOL.
next, he tried like 20, but i gave him another 10 which = 30 sparkles.

fuckmylife,
we lit that up, and stuff started burning like in 3 secs.
the whole edge of the stage was burnt to like complete BLACK!
and aluminim powder-rish stuff were like left at the edge.
and the light was fucking bright i swear.

then they decided to do something else,
scrapping all the gun powder off the sparkles, and lighting it up.
wa gg sia.
we had like a string to make it look like a freaking C4 and gave the audience time to back off lol.
wooooo!~
the area seemed like it just got bombed by a mini C4 hah!
and it was just like staring at the sun, super bright.

after all that, we just left the burnt stuff there xD (although we cleared up a little)
and headed back to sky.nine's place.
Bolton 2- 2 Tottenham Hospur.
superb last 2 goals by bolten and tottenham respectively.

Had tradition with GodDammit.
Tradition is something that we 13 warriors have to go through during our birthdays.
No escaping, No chances. Just chiong only.
1 slice of cake, 1 face, 12 (or less) different hands upon your head = ULTIMATE GG-FIED NO RM!!!!
haha, quite nice cake.

soon they left for pool, while i went home x_x
tired already sia..

thats all for today :D
gotta say it was kinda cool hanging out once again with all the warriors.
haha.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODDAMIT!

next stop : GoLdEn.LiZaRd's birthday :D
well... somewhere in jan luh HAHA!
tatas!~

LOOK UP THE STARS ARE FADING!

2009-10-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

well bbq session today was awesome.
had my first rollies thanks to ismaldi :D

great time spent with alot of people.
finally met za for the first time LOL.
realised that her boyfriend is actually my friend's boyfriend's brother.
lol..
unimaginable right?... xD

had a helluva time playing chubby bunny with wendy haha
she couldnt pass 6 luh!
gerv did like 15
and i did 12 :(
ryan did 10 though ahah!
za couldnt tahan 4 lor

des came late.
but she brought drinks along.

all the way b4 she came none of us brought drinks.
dying like shit!
all drank water from melted ice.
otherwise ate ice HAHA

played with SQUIRTY too.
the one that we soaked our charcoal in and lighted it.
MASSIVE FLAMES LUH!
next time no need fire starter liao xD

super cheesy food today x(
cheesy hotdogs
cheesy tofu ..
can be cheese-free for the next few days (pukes.)

played our closing ceremony songs after helping the other pit with their fire.
their fire really cmi LOL.
4 hours still not up.
so we helped by sharing our SQUIRTY.
haha how nice!~

cabbed with gerv home.
22 bucks cb
waited for cab like 1/2 hour.
can cry.
walked here and there....

GOING SOCCER TOMORROW!~ (thats if i manage to wake up xD )
and having steamboat with the warriors. zzz
no $$ liao lor keep liddat.
and i found my class has some weird people ><
hope not to find them weird once i get to know them well HAHA!

well thats it for today :D
tatas~

ITS BEEN SOOOOOOO LONG!~

2009-10-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

well,
its been real long since i last posted xD
due to mah laziness and such ahah.

been blackshoting these few days,
and hanging out with gerv.

going to have a bbq session with gerv and some people tml at west coast :D
lets just say its a good end til my hols are over, and a new sem starts.

but still, on sat , gonna celebrate jie our last 13th , birthday :D
and somehow also having a steamboat and lantern festival or something like that haha.
its only been a year back when we celebrated it at the same place, yr house downstairs.

went to vivo today to slack and bought the food for tml with gerv and wendy right after work.
and its PAYDAY :D

but somehow i feel its like not enough.
i really wana sign up for the airforce.
really good benefits :D
like...

1) Getting your school fees fully paid by them.
2) Getting $1000 for allowance every month.
3) Getting $1200 bonus upon passing all modules in one sitting for a sem
4) Salary around 1600 to 2100 for grads :D

GOOD RIGHT??? I KNOW!!! xD

but then i gotta sign on with them for 5 years. but thats including my 2 and half year of NS.

so after my 5 years i can choose to either stayor find a job out there :D
with a good prospect.

BUT THE ONLY QUES IS...
HOW TO SIGN UP!?!?!?!?

someone enlighten me :(

Im your Singapore Idol :D

2009-09-24T11:44:00.006+08:00

250th post.
wad a long time it's been.
haha

well,
sorry for not updating you guys.
guess its because im kinda busy these few days..
with my dota and blackshot xD

headed to school with gerv yesterday to "repair" his com cause he thought it spoilt or something.
but then when we got there, the IT helpdesk told him that the password can only be changed in school,and there was no need to repair anything. Secondly, they couldnt do anything about his LOOSE harddisk inside his lappy (like how could it get loose???) so they told him to find lenovo LOL.

then headed to compass to slack.
bought my 47 ^^
super happy it finally came out.
love the 4th hokage part. AWESOME!~

left to point to meet hariz and fusheng for Singapore Idol Spectaculars.
saw hariz first, then des and shi ting came along.
slack awhile til fs came.
then went to kopitiam for dinner!

took a cab to andrew road cause 3 of us dunno whr it is.
but finally we found out that it was near our old x-country place.
yup, its near MacRitchie reservoir.
LOL.

saw the bryan over there.
opps, suppose to say jerk or bastard or moron or whatsoever-you-think-he-is.
lol.
damn epic gay guy eeyer~~

the performance was superb.

Mae Sta Maria

"Lady Marmalade" by Christina Aguilera (feat. Mya, Pink, Lil Kym & Missy Elliot)

Charles "Stitch" Wong

"Low" by Flo Rida (feat. T-Pain)

Syltra Lee

"Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson

Sylvia Ratonel

"Fallin'" by Alicia Keys

Sezairi Sezali

"You Give Me Something" by James Morrison

Tabitha Nauser

"Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie

Fathin Amira

"Hurt" by Christina Aguilera

Justin Jap

"Heartless" by Kanye West

Nurul Huda

"Oops I Did It Again!" by Britney Spears

Farhan Shah

"Bad Day" by Daniel Powter

Malaque Mahdaly

"Hush Hush (I Will Survive)" by Pussycat Dolls

Duane Ho

"Pokerface" by Lady Gaga <--- FAV!

Faizal Isa

"Stop and Stare" by One Republic

i was damn satisfied i went for the spectaculars :D
and if you were close enough, you could;ve saw me on TV LOLOLOL!!

headed to supper at the yio chu kang road 24hr prata.
me and fs had 4 prata, after which, i pengsan.
and fs had to da pao LOL.

hariz and i walked to the bus stop while fs left the other way.
bus came and hommed!~~

tired sia.
guess there'e nothing to do today :/
its me my room and myself :D

Under My Brolly :D

2009-09-18T21:47:00.003+08:00

its pouring heavy outside this morning :(

gerv came over just now.
hanged at the void deck awhile.

then he came up to play alil dota before leaving to his sis place.
dwarven sniper.
from a 5v5 to a 2v1
fucking leavers..

then kalangunni man came,
sold my phone for 60 bucks xD
he initiated 50,
i said 80 LOL!

he told me no sim card and no phone cover (my bad) and it was like a 2 year phone already, no shop would buy it for such a high price.

i said mine is 3.2 mega pixel,
he gave it to me for 60 HAHA!

well,
had dinner with dad at amk ,
nice food.

mum and sis not home yet,
always know shopping only zzz.
and mum's bday is in 4 days and i've not gotten anything for her :o
die die die..

Why do i still love you?

2009-09-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

Why do i love you - Westlife

Suddenly shes
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
Now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Dont even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You shouldve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Aint gonna show no
Weakness
Im gonna smile
And tell the whole world Im fine
Im gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby Ill be crying for you

Why do I love you
Dont even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You shouldve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Cant go back
Cant erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Dont even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You shouldve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

i dunno why, but this song really reflects on the love for you a year back arounf june that period?
i dreamt of you last night, but then all the memories just flashed back, those that shouldnt have happened, were also present in the dream. But then i feel that im still in love with you, yet, why?...

freedom

2009-09-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say.
except that TeamRiot and TeamHavoc had an awesome time together :D

Schedule :D

2009-09-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

SCHEDULE TO UPDATE :

TOMORROW - DRINKING SESSION WITH THE NORMALS.

SATURDAY - PICNIC WITH W36G :D

SUNDAY - COLO WITH TEAMHAVOC AND TEAMRIOT :D!!!

this 3 days spell awesome-ness , period for life .

2009-09-08T16:52:00.002+08:00

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

Taken from Harold & Kumar
nice right? xD

backed from chalet ;D
super tired now...

alot of things happened lol.
especially last night.

everyone drink drank drunk ]]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHUA YIRONG!!~

2009-09-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

first of all.
happy birthday yr :D

damn tired now x_x
just came back from class chalet.
it was totally awesome haha.
although it was the last chalet we can be as a class.
but our friendship will still stay within ^^

first night.
we went for Year 1 :D
nice show.
but a little too religious :(
all in all 3/5 haha
went back to chalet and mahjong :D!!
lost 5 bucks
banbee lost 15
trance won 5 plus
and jason won 8 plus

second night.
went to R&R
ate on our own
and went to Just Acia for dinner ^^
quite full plus the price not bad :D
we went back to chalet and mahjong again.
but this time played outside instead of inside.
being considerate.

then suddenly got 2 people came along
should be from the management bah
then the lady was kind enough to tell us that we were alittle too noisy and should play inside, and also that we were not allowed to play there.
So i asked whether is there anyone complaining.
some guai lan malay guy said "does it matter? is it important"
pcb , dun think you management you fucking can talk to us like that. want us respect you, you fucking treat your customer with respect too. _!_
all in all.
won around 20
and banbee trance and kenneth lost :( aw..

last night had bbq.
and banbee brought his susu along haha
and bought pizza.
me and anders then went to e!hub to max tune
aw man. IM HOOKED AGAIN!!
haha
estelle and daniel took 1 dollar to pick 1 gift.
but jason took 14 dollars to pick his ji ji HAHA!
went back and played the card game we played in the other chalet.
wow.
this more hiong then the other one haha
cause we had beer. but awful tasting ones x_x..
then slept on hammock til next day.
quite shuang one sia, :D
cause its cooling in the late night.

finally checked out today.
and left to hougang to meet warriors to make yr cake.
going down to his place later to surprise him
but i really very tired.
going to faint soon :s

some one save me :(

Happy lao shi day!

2009-08-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

happy teacher's day :D

went back to hougang sec to catch up on the teacher's i've really missed after secondary school life :D
miss roberts
mrs may ng
and many others whom have took care of me and my studies for the past years :D

well,
went with the warriors
and watched the concert.
wasnt really that bad though.
and RMD won haha.
just knew it xD

then waited in the canteen til miss roberts finished her "teacher's day lunch" in the AVA room.
she took so long that we decided to go up and find her instead.

good food there sia :D
the cake and bobochacha was awesome.
but i didnt ate the bobochacha.

gave miss roberts her donuts.
she loved it ahha!
well, she's a chocolate fan after all.
anything that's sweet,
she fall for it, period.

headed back to the staff room with miss roberts and mrs ng.
went to di siao mrs ng at her table xD
took a history worksheet that she LOVED ASSIGNING!,
and tried to understand it.

looked at the source based ques for 10 secs.
and decided to hand it back to her LOL.
couldnt understand shit!
then she asked me to give it to fs for his O's xD

talked about a few things there.
like her baby
and other things to do with life.

after that helped miss roberts to carry her stuff down to hail a cab
helped may ng to carry her stuff too to her car.

farewell to the teachers :)

then andrew and jiaying left for xinmin primary.
shawn and co. left for lunch at hgpt.

left me and yr and des playing soccer.
i tell you, its fucking hard playing with jeans and polo tee.
uber hot and uber hard to control ball :(

but then scored a few nice ones xD
loved my top corner shot on my first try,
better than roberto carlos :D!

headed back with yr and seet.
seet begged me for 4 bucks for lunch -.-
but i gave him a dollar for cab fare xD

which one more hua?

70cents student zinger meal which cost 4.70?
or a dollar fare for a 6 dollar fare ?

you choose :)

Scotteh doesnt know ;)

2009-08-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

PAYDAY!!!!!
lol.
200 bucks in mah pocketoh!
but then need to use half of it for chalet :/

teachers day is tml and im going back to HS to find some of them :D
really miss the old school days
like pon-ning chinese lesson.
disturbing apple chong.
and then lunch at point with the rest.
honey milk teas, honeydew sago and not forgeting my passion fruit ice blend :D!
my entire 4 years there was like totally awesome also.

1E5 = wenhui guilty, we want justice :D
2E4 = the most screwed up class with so many people : shun fusheng shawn yr fadly and the other dudes
3E3 = casino 101 haha!
4E3 = clubhouse and pool table at regentville LOL!

hais..
how i wish i was back then ..

Use Somebody

2009-08-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating :/
haha
busy busy although its holiday.
damn packed schedule coming up.
chalets after chalets.
outings after outings.

0_0

an di already miss W36G :(

went for judo today,
and had beijing "cuisine" for lunch upstairs.
gosh it sucks.
but its quite cheap :D
steamboat for 6 dollars LOL.!

well,
going to blackshot nao.
:D

toodles noodles.!

2009-08-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

haven studied for maths UT
and im not planning to. :D
hope it would come out like O's :))))))
A2 for amaths.
B3 for emaths
xD

worked OT today.
additional 20 bucks
huat ar.
but only 2 hrs lolol.

headed to compass to hang with gerv and darren
hanged out at various places
best denky
comics connection
and 7/11 street.
opps 77th lol.
boredom is killing me :/

then headed to arcade with gerv after darren left to meet his mum.
spent 5 bucks to catch some sweets.
all we got was like a bar of choc.
5bucks. worth it?
you count the maths :D

haha tooooodles.
i wan noooodles.
tomyam extra hot ^^

:/

im quite happy that you both went your seperate ways. i know its gonna be tough on you especially. but you gotta take it. there would be someone better than him out there. You know its you, do not have to ask me. Although im being negative here, clapping for your breakup, but after your settled, you will clap along too. He doesnt appreciate you, think about your feelings, nor give way to you. So why suffer? J you know your in the wrong too right? keep pressuring her to always go your way. Do you let her go her's and let in for once? Why danest can last so long? cause they learn to give in to one another. Though they quarrel much, but its for a good cause and they both learn to build a path for themselves and go the way they want their relationship to go to. But you guys reach apoint where you do not yet have the tools to create a path for your relationship existance. Hope chalet you guys can sit down, talk CALMLY, especially the big one, and cool this off. Expressing unhappiness is part of life, but the proper way will lead you to answers. I lovr you 2 yeah :D W36G for life. and im not gay nor want a maid -.-

BO TA , BO LAM PAH!

2009-08-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

woots.
came back from drinking session with some people.
awesome people :D
gonna miss them after this sem :(
darren, trance, banbee and defitnetly christian :D

had a great chat,
some up's and down's
im actually quite satisfied that i drank so much yesterday without getting drunk :D

well, the 3 UT's so far have been so so.
Enterprsie was easy
Science was alright
but cog was tiring haha.

well,
hope to have nice friends next sem.
and hope to actually find ************ there xD
haha.

pray for meeeeee!~

Painted it Red

2009-08-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

Gong xi fa cai

its the first day of ghost month.

And ironically, being a christian,

mum called me back home asap as it was "auspicious" wor!!!!

-.-

UT was simple.

Hanged out at Changi with W36G after school.

had a fun time at coffeebean.

i am hooked to PlantsVSZombies.

omg.

its a fun kiddy strategic game :D

tata.

science tml!

Driving me insane

2009-08-18T21:32:00.001+08:00

UT3 IS COMING!!!

going to prepare now :D byebye

Live or Die , The Choice Is Yours

2009-08-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

Jigsaw iis just so damn cool la.

watched saw 1 - 5 already :D

abit complicated.

but still thrilling the watch.

though not for the faint hearted,

i encourage those got balls to watch xD

These were the 2 of my fav :D

saw 3 and saw 5 haha

john was my fav char.

he is like totally awesome, and cool.

but mistaken for a bad guy for his infamous games :(

nevertheless,

i still feel that he doesnt "murdur" people,

he just gives them choices to live

or to die....

CANT WAIT FOR SAW 6!!!!

Sicko

2009-08-16T09:46:00.000+08:00

Well, its sunday morning.
feeling abit better already :/
and im not prepared for service nor am i prepared to go for work :D
uber happy haha.

this was wad happened for the past 2 days.

14/08/2009
Cognitive was quite bullshit.
faci was being an asshole.
this was why :
the problem was about doubts certainty and beliefs.
halfway through the day,
fee showed us an article on stomp about teenage couples being intimate in public wearing school uniforms.
then faci saw most of us reading the article and asked us how is it related to the problem.
well, being me, a big mouth.
i went to say about how it is related to doubts certainty and beliefs.
for example, we can be certain that these are secondary school kids , from the way the dressed.

knn, then faci asked me and fee team to present on that article.
LIKE WTF LA.
ppt nice nice got liao.
then last lesson he was di siao us like that.
got so pissed off that i almost wanted to skip.
but then i did something more realistic,
not doing the 500 word rj that he asked us to do _!_
muahahaha.
i dun mind getting F lor :/

after school,
me and gerv went to heidi's class to find her
then suprisingly,
wendy ryan and ismaldi came to HER CLASS to find her lolol.
then we walked back to woodlands mrt and saw seow.
trained to novena, while heidi and her clique went to grand cathy to get tickets for GI JOE
got to novena,
met ian chong,
and decided to go for the ice-cream competition at B&J
20 scoops, 4 people, 5mins.
Vermonster Challange.
crazy challenge.

when we got there,
the people say only got competition at GRAND CATHY -.-
ninamah.
sooo,
we trained back to dhoby,
on the way there,
the 4 of us were talking about batman green lantern and many other funny shit haha!
damn funny sia.

so we headed to grand cathy,
had to fill in this super long form,
ian chong said by the time we fill in finish,
ice cream can become into soup liao LOL.

so we started off pretty well,
me and jon seow chiong down super alot.
then you can see gerv down there relack only sia. lol
super cold,
and super crazy.
not for the faint hearted.
haha.

finished it zhun zhun 5 mins.
sian :(

then we left for movie.
cb
the theatre is sibei big.
3 times the size of normal cinema
basket they even have stage,
and the width of the screen is dunno how may times bigger than the normal 42 inch LCD tv sia.

GI JOE was super nice.
the fighting,
and plot
was quite ok la.
haha

so headed home after that.
with a little headache x_X
then slept~

15/08/2009
walao,
woke up with a heavy head.
couldnt get up properly.
woke up around 10?
then watched saw 1.
watched halfway then cannot tahan
and went back to sleep.
then lunch time,
dad came home with food,
so ate a little,
then took panadol and slept again.

around 6 plus,
woke up,
got ready for dinner,
and movie "where got ghost"

was damn cold,
had to exchange jacket with sis :/
her's warmer LOL!
the movie was not that bad,
is about 3 different plots within the 1hr45mins show.
"Street Got Ghost", "Jungle Got Ghost" and "House Got Ghost"
well,
personally,
i thought the jungle got ghost is the most funny.
laughed until cried haha!
and house got ghost,
only people whom watched Money Not Enough 2 will understand.
so sad :(

headed home,
and took 2 more panadols and slept.
T_T"

DAMN HAPPY!

2009-08-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

well,
maths wasnt a real killer,
and it wasnt a real joy either.
its alittle bit diificult to understand :/
but thanks to shan shan ws and everything
we manaaged to pull off a couple of things from there :D

then after school,
me fauzi gerv and darren decided to go around level 6
flipping other class for the fun of it xP
well,
had a Teenage magazine,
and vandalize their whiteboards HOHOHO!

came home,
blackshot.
up rank liao!!!
from Master Sergeant *BLACK*
to a Sergeant Major *WHITE* :D
damn happy now la!!!!
but need 20k exp to next level :/
sian at the same time...

RAWR!~

Last but not least

2009-08-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

we've been through many things together.
zhao class together.
went for chalet together.
shouted GOPAL and played with hand sanitizer on the doorknobs and ceiling,
all together.
W36G,
memories will never fade in my heart with you guys.
thank you :D
<3

Singapore Idol is somewhat hilarious yet nice to listen to those people with really awesome voice.
SOMEDAY I WILL BE UP THERE!!!!
><

UT : Utterly Terifying

2009-08-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

yes,
thats what makes my UT grades.
devastating
creepy
and all in all
dissapointed.

Enterprise : B+
Maths : B (<---- damn dulan!)
Cognitive : A (damn happy though :) )
Programming : C+
Science : C+

danm scared for UT 3 now :/

programming was nothing but boring.
Dinner with peeps was awesome.
saw some damn guai lan Innova people.
think they can outsmart us with their knowledge.

deh
we will smack you in the head with our lappys from the 8th floor.

beat that asswipes _!_

Ever-Changing Energy

2009-08-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

The moment when I was born
Into this world, into my home
I recall when I was young
Stars and Crescent shine on me

In my heart lies my homeland
I share this joy with my families and friends
Let our strength build on and on
Reaching out to the world

Chorus:
Stars and crescent shine on me
Make us more than what we can be
All our dreams come true
As we all grow stronger

Stars and Crescent shine on me
Turning our hopes, into reality
For we will always be
Shining as one

Let our hopes lead us afar
Into the world, to be the best
There's so much to reach out for
Stars and Crescent shining on

In my heart lies my homeland
I share this joy with my families and friends
Stepping out into a New World
As we make our choices

this song really makes me proud that im Singapore
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Holla at cha Mama

2009-08-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

Well,
had quite an awesome day today :D
started my day off by going back to hougang secondary school
with jason and jackie :D
uber happy.
saw quite a number of people and teachers.
quite contented ^^
and the most kick one was the time in the toilet :D
we did shit stuff that we didnt do for quite a long time.

then at around 11 plus, we decided to cab back to RP
had some discussion about relationship issues.
Jackie thinks he's GOD as he can predict people's relationship
LOL.

when walking back to class.
we saw our classmates heading for kopitiam opposite.
so i asked jason to put my things up since he's not going.
and decided to follow them :)

officially reached class at 12.38 HAHA!
had a quick scan for my ppt.
and actually understood the problem in less than 10 mins COOLIOO!

after presentation,
did rj quiz and everything.
then headed to far east for ban mian with richelle darren and trance.
good sleep on the ride there on mrt haah.
all 4 of us totally knocked out.

banbee then met us there awhile later.
and we decided to head off to get darren's present for his friend.
i think darren is "cursed" xD
whenever he goes to print t-shirts.
he defitnetly will have this aura of destruction.
where all the printers go "sot"
and we on maintanience HAHA!

so he got so frustrated,
and decided to get something else.

he took a map on ION from the info counter.
and we sat at starbucks where he circled all the places he wanted to go.

then gerv came along,
and we sat at starbucks.

darren finally bought something that gerv thought looked like a price tag HAHA!
it was a rectangular pendant,
which looked pretty cool haha

then they headed for home while me ryan and gerv went to eat.
well at least them,
i was quite full.

after eating we headed out to do our thang.
omg.
i swear it was the most awesome yet stupid-est thing to do for 3 guys is to
share 2 sticks and pass it counter-clockwise with each person having 2 puffs
HAHA!!!

headed home from orchad on 132 with gerv
then dropped at amk to head home on 73.

i think im having monetary issues :/
i spent 30 bucks today .. :(
im officially broke T.T
so i decided to ask my mum to put aside 50 bucks for me when i get my 200 dollars pay so that i can use that if i go out or whatsoever.

gosh,
it would take time for me to actually get hold of my spendings T.T

I need to find her.

2009-08-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

omg...
i just wrote finish my long post and i accidentaly pressed F5.
damn pissed off now..............................
gotta start all over again.
RAWR!!!!

well.
now doing RJ for science
which was due yesterday LOL
but then i was too tired after the soccer and basketball matches with class maties.!
haha.
it was awesome,
so we;re kinda going to do it like every wed :D
even after SEM 1!
W36G!!!
after that went to watch RP played against NYP.
kana thrashing haha
dawei , larry, and ah hao were there.
quite cool to see old friends playing against your own school :/
lol

had cog today,
wasnt really that bad
just drew some pictures ahah.
quite awesomeness.
:o

then after school me trance and gerv went to help darren find his friend a present for her birthday
and yes i said HER!
it was horrific.
we were like some girls strolling inside causeway to find a birthday present haha.
went to look for some necklaces.
but some were either too ex.
or not to darren's expectations.
well.
its alright.
town-ing tomorrow :D

AND BTW.
i went to check my eyes today.
cause i could barely looked at other team's presentation today.
:/
kinda approx degree for each eye:
L : 120~150
R : 50~75

I DUN WANNA WEAR SPECS!!!
ITS GONNA LOOK UBER WEIRD!!!

T.T

well,
gotta chiong for RJ now :D
buh byess!